Those were yesterday my dreams,
That are today my wounds.
Those were yesterday my dreams,
That are today my wounds.
Trust me……
Trust kills…….
Today, after so long……….
I get to listen to your voice………
Then, I woke up from my sleep………
Something in me is as cold as winters. That grain of love, you planted in my heart, started to germinate, that was the time when you had already left.
Aching part is :You couldn’t know. I couldn’t let you know.
Getting no shower of your love and warmth of your care- this sprouted grain in my heart is decaying. It’s roots are little & fragile. But strong & determined, burried deep in my heart. Decaying of this sprouted grain is also decaying my heart.
This poor sprout isn’t meant to become a plant and bear flowers , it’s destined to die but it won’t die alone, it will take away a part of me alongwith.
Even after you ,I have spent every moment with you.
Every night I steal few hours & run away with your ghost.
Far……………….far away, with you am lost. That fantasy land that belongs to us.
Inbetween thousands of emotions ,that purely belong to my soul………. That no ink has privilege to write, and no paper can be honoured with them.
Here I am in the middle of the crowd ,speaking to you without words, no-one but only you will listen to my story.
I don’t want you……..I just want you to know.
In such a way my sorrow was related to your joy ,…
That your smile was reflecting in my tears.
Broken hearts are more certain to break hearts
It broke my heart to loose you, but you didn’t go alone, a part of me went with you, may for the reason that hidden part of my personality was revealed only to you, n’ it went with you.
You go, and left me in dark clouds of doubts and insecurities.
My hands,legs and my mind are now tied to those strings of doubts n’ insecurities and they play me like a puppet.
it hurts knowing that you tried doing your best and it stil isn’t good enough.
-pannu-
I’ll write you in the books that you’ll not read,,,,
n’ I hope you’ll always remember me ,when they’ll ask you about love
You still haunt me…..
n’ I wonder,
If I haunt you!