You see a turning point in your life ,but ignore it cuz you confuse a poisonous relation with love. Love is not poisonous.
You see others experiencing the same what you are going through. You listen to the stories of how someone ended up with a toxic person, and is at misery. You become restless ,coz somewhere deep inside your heart knows ,that if you didn’t get rid of this so called love, which is actually not. You’ll be in this miserable condition.
But putting aside your pride you carry on, coz you want to trust the one you love, you don’t want to give up on him. You want to believe in yourself, and in both of you. That’s a good characteristics of your personality. But has nothing to do with the person ,who only want you for their own benefits.
How can you expect a man who lies to himself everyday ,who believes in his own lies, to be honest with you.. sometimes people try to destroy you bit by bit coz they recognise your power, n’ they don’t want it to exist.
It’s important to recognise the toxic people n’ get rid of them before they completely destroy you.
They are the people who are always offended with the truth, and who have mastered to play the victim or innocent in all aspects. People who behave differently in public to gain a kind ,nice man’s image.
Whenever you find yourself the victim of others bitterness, smallness, or insecurities , you should know that it’s the time to leave. Don’t fear that you’ll lose the great love of your life. You just have a parasite that’s feeding on you until it depletes you & move on. This is not healthy, it’s toxic & definitely not love.